Biliyor musun bug\u00fcn sende okunanlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu taa \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan itibaren sana yaz\u0131lanlar, bug\u00fcn sende g\u00f6r\u00fcnenlerin \u00e7o\u011fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ruhuna ekilenlerdir. “Bir tomurcuk gibiydim, ne zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p filizlendiysem, bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek olarak a\u00e7mak istediysem kopard\u0131lar. Yeniden a\u00e7may\u0131 denedim, tekrar kopard\u0131lar. Ad\u0131m G\u00fcl ama ben hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7 g\u00fclmedim. Kendimi yapraklar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, dallar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi hissediyorum.” Koskoca bir delikanl\u0131 ya da gen\u00e7 k\u0131zken s\u0131n\u0131fta arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde rencide edildin mi? Birine tepki g\u00f6stermek isteyip de ay\u0131p olur diye tepkini i\u00e7ine g\u00f6md\u00fcn m\u00fc? Hakk\u0131n\u0131 yiyenlere isyan\u0131n\u0131 sadece di\u015flerini s\u0131kacak kadar g\u00f6sterebildi\u011fin anlarda neler hissetmi\u015ftin? Asl\u0131nda ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k diye bir durum yoktur. Bizim ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015fey, \u00f6\u011fretmenin dersi anlatma bi\u00e7imi ile \u00f6\u011frencinin dersi \u00f6\u011frenme bi\u00e7iminin uyu\u015fmamas\u0131ndan kaynaklanan bir durumdur. “Babama ve kocama olan \u00f6fkem g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u00f6r etmi\u015f, i\u00e7imdeki kor ate\u015fin duman\u0131 basiretimi \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015f. Ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015fl\u0131klara olan h\u0131nc\u0131m akl\u0131m\u0131 sis perdesi gibi kapatm\u0131\u015f. Korkak, p\u0131s\u0131r\u0131k, tedirgin, endi\u015feli biri olarak ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131m bug\u00fcne kadar.” Bug\u00fcne kadar beynin seni kontrol etti. \u015eimdi sen beyninin kontrol\u00fcn\u00fc eline alsan ve hayat otob\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn dire \ufffcTan\u0131t\u0131m Metni<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Biliyor musun bug\u00fcn sende okunanlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu taa \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan itibaren sana yaz\u0131lanlar, bug\u00fcn sende g\u00f6r\u00fcnenlerin \u00e7o\u011fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ruhuna ekilenlerdir. “Bir tomurcuk gibiydim, ne zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12364,12376],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-711408","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-genel-konular","6":"product_cat-kisisel-gelisim","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-yediveren-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-alisan-kapaklikaya","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/711408","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=711408"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=711408"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=711408"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=711408"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}