“Bir kitap okudum, hayat\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fti,” diyenlerin aksine, ben de bir hayat okudum, kitab\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fti.Merkez Bankas\u0131’n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fubesinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki kald\u0131r\u0131mda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onu. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce. On yedi ya\u015f\u0131mda. Her \u015feyin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oldu\u011fum o g\u00fcnlerde. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n dizlerinden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 yoktu. \u00d6n\u00fcne a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu mendile at\u0131lan \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f bozuklu\u011fa dahi bakm\u0131yordu . G\u00f6zlerdeydi g\u00f6zleri. G\u00f6z seviyesinden ge\u00e7en \u00e7ocuklara g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fck g\u00f6ndermekti en b\u00fcy\u00fck keyfi. Kar\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131mdaki telefon kul\u00fcbesine s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 yaslay\u0131p bir sigara yakt\u0131m. Ve izledim. Ne kadar de\u011fi\u015fken ve ak\u0131\u015fkan olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm zaman\u0131n.Hi\u00e7bir zaman para vermedim kendisine. \u00dc\u00e7-be\u015f sohbet etmi\u015fli\u011fimiz oldu. Ben sarho\u015f d\u00f6nerken ya\u015fl\u0131 annemin yan\u0131na, s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrken g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm kendisini yollarda. Kornalara ald\u0131rmadan, farlara ald\u0131rmadan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrken g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm kendisini birka\u00e7 kez. \u0130ntihar etmenin tek me\u015fru yolunun ya\u015famak oldu\u011funu bilmekti belki de tek su\u00e7u.Bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yordu.Bir keresinde tam ezilecekken b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kamyonun alt\u0131nda, koltuk altlar\u0131ndan tutup kenara \u00e7ektim. G\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. En yak\u0131n \u00e7ay oca\u011f\u0131na gidip iki \u00e7ay i\u00e7tik. Benimki iki \u015fekerliydi. Onunki tek.\u0130lk ve tek sorumu sordum bir saatlik sohbetimizin sonunda, ana caddede ayr\u0131l\u0131rken:\u2014Tanr\u0131?K\u0131sa oldu cevab\u0131:\u2014\u0130\u00e7indeyiz.O g\u00fcnden sonra b\u0131rakt\u0131m ciltlerce kitap okumay\u0131. Her g\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131ma ge\u00e7ip okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m hayat\u0131n\u0131. Ve o geceden sonra kitab\u0131m de\u011fi\u015fti. Kitaplar\u0131m… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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