“Sana bu hik\u00e2yeyi anlatmak \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7. H\u00e2l\u00e2 kaybolmu\u015f gibiyim.Tel tel da\u011f\u0131lan bir haf\u0131zay\u0131 anlamak ve anlatmak \u00e7ok zor.\u201dYirmilerinin ba\u015f\u0131ndaki gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n beyninde tespit edilen t\u00fcm\u00f6rle t\u00fcm hayat\u0131 tamamen de\u011fi\u015fir. Bu zamana dek normal bir gen\u00e7 olarak ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f olan Judith\u2019in s\u00fcregiden hayat\u0131nda b\u00f6ylelikle bir parantez a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. Bu parantez tamamen yabanc\u0131, de\u011fi\u015fik, bilmedi\u011fi \u015feylerle dolu olan yeni bir hayat\u0131n da ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabulleni\u015f s\u00fcrecinden ba\u015flay\u0131p onunla m\u00fccadelesine, bu s\u00fcrede de\u011fi\u015fen \u015feylere, i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na, t\u00fcm devinimlerine uzanan bu me\u015fakkatli s\u00fcre\u00e7ten sonra, belle\u011finin da\u011f\u0131lan par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 tek tek geri toparlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n i\u00e7in istemsiz a\u00e7\u0131lan bu parantezi kapatman\u0131n tek bir yolu vard\u0131r: Kendi hikayesini yazmak.Kafam hala \u00f6yle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k ki her t\u00fcrl\u00fc sohbetten \u00e7ekiniyorum \u015fu aralar. Hik\u00e2yemi anlatmak bir hayli g\u00fc\u00e7. H\u00e2l\u00e2 bir yerlerde as\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f ya da kaybolmu\u015f gibi hissediyorum \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Ama yine de deneyece\u011fim\u2026Bunca zaman ne mi yapt\u0131m!? Hah! S\u00f6ylediklerine g\u00f6re bo\u015f bo\u015f bak\u0131yor, kusacakm\u0131\u015f gibi oluyor, garip \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor ve v\u00fccudumu kas\u0131yormu\u015fum. T\u00fcm bu belirtiler s\u0131radan bir epilepsi krizine i\u015faret etse de yap\u0131lan tetkikler sonucuna g\u00f6re her \u015feyin sebebi beynimin olmad\u0131k bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde beliren k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir kitleymi\u015f. Evet, hen\u00fcz 22 ya\u015f\u0131mdayken tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bu hastal\u0131kla ama hi\u00e7 umursa(ya)mad\u0131m. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kabulleni\u015f ve tedavi s\u00fcrecinde \u00e7ok uyudum, krizler, n\u00f6betler ge\u00e7irdim. G\u00fcn geldi saymay\u0131, hatta evimin bulundu\u011fu soka\u011f\u0131n adresini bile unuttum. Uyudum, uyudum, uyudum. Her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn daha \u00e7ok uyudum. Ama bilmedi\u011fim bir \u015feyler garip bir \u015fekilde yeniden ba\u011flad\u0131 beni hayata. \u015eimdi bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da t\u00fcm bu ya\u015fananlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden on y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti. Kim bilir belki de hasta olan ben de\u011fildim, bir ba\u015fkas\u0131yd\u0131. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl bir hastal\u0131k de\u011fil de ge\u00e7mek bilmez, ba\u015f belas\u0131 bir nezleydi. Kim bilir?..D\u00fcnyaca \u00fcnl\u00fc Angouleme Uluslararas\u0131 \u00c7izgi Roman Festivali’nden \u00f6d\u00fclle d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f olan Parantez, yazar\u0131 \u00c9lodie Durand\u2019\u0131n bizzat ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve kendi yaz\u0131p resimledi\u011fi ger\u00e7ek bir hikaye\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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