13 sene, 1 ay, 9 g\u00fcn 19 Kas\u0131m Per\u015fembe 1936 T\u00fcm korkular\u0131m\u0131 tekrar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce duyumlar\u0131m\u0131n bir listesini olu\u015fturdum: bo\u015fluk korkusu ta\u015faklar\u0131m\u0131 eziyor, darbe alma korkusu beni fel\u00e7 ediyor, korkma korkusu g\u00fcn boyu kayg\u0131ya sebep oluyor, kayg\u0131 korku veriyor, heyecan (tatl\u0131 olan\u0131 bile) t\u00fcylerimi \u00fcrpertiyor, nostalji (babam\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek gibi mesela) g\u00f6zlerimi ya\u015fart\u0131yor, beklenmedik olaylar beni s\u0131\u00e7rat\u0131yor (\u00e7arpan bir kap\u0131 olsa bile), panik hali beni i\u015fetebiliyor, en ufak \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc beni a\u011flatabiliyor, hiddet solu\u011fumu kesiyor, utan\u00e7 beni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Bedenim her \u015feye tepki veriyor. Ama her zaman nas\u0131l tepki verece\u011fini tam olarak bilemiyorum. 13 sene, 1 ay, 10 g\u00fcn 20 Kas\u0131m Cuma 1936 \u0130yice d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. E\u011fer hissetti\u011fim her \u015feyi oldu\u011fu gibi yazarsam g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, bedenim ile ruhum aras\u0131nda, bir el\u00e7i gibi olur. Duygular\u0131m\u0131n terc\u00fcman\u0131 olur. *** Bedenin G\u00fcncesi\u2019inde Pennac, insan hayat\u0131n\u0131n en \u00f6nemli varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan\u0131 “beden” mefhumunu masaya yat\u0131r\u0131yor. Bedenin inceliklerini, k\u0131r\u0131lganl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ve zaaflar\u0131n\u0131 oldu\u011fu kadar kudret ve potansiyellerini de b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ustal\u0131kla g\u00f6zler \u00f6n\u00fcne seren yazar, modern insan\u0131n bedeniyle olan marizi ili\u015fkilerine \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 bir \u00fcslup ve yarat\u0131c\u0131 bir zek\u00e2yla \u0131\u015f\u0131k tutuyor\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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