Ecel geldi mi ondan kurtulmak i\u00e7in verilecek hi\u00e7bir \u00e7aba fayda vermez. -Beydeba – Sa\u00e7\u0131 sakal\u0131 uzam\u0131\u015f adam otob\u00fcsten indi\u011finde \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131. Avare bir gezgin gibi, uzun uzun \u00e7evresine bak\u0131nd\u0131. Hi\u00e7bir y\u00fcz\u00fcn ona tan\u0131d\u0131k gelmemesi, i\u00e7indeki yaln\u0131zl\u0131k duygusunu daha bir derinle\u015ftirdi. R\u00fcyas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yeri yeniden hat\u0131rlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131… Acaba oray\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi mi bulacakt\u0131 yoksa hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fi bir atmosferle mi kar\u015f\u0131la\u015facakt\u0131 burada? R\u00fcyas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yer \u00e7ok ye\u015fillikti. Buras\u0131 U\u00e7mak demi\u015flerdi. Manzara adeta bir tabloyu and\u0131r\u0131yordu. Oldum olas\u0131 ye\u015fili ve ye\u015filli\u011fi, orman\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi i\u00e7in r\u00fcyas\u0131n\u0131 iyiye yormu\u015f, bundan hareketle, randevu yerinin g\u00fczel bir yer olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc… Ama r\u00fcyada g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn, b\u00fcy\u00fck\u00e7e bir odan\u0131n kabartmal\u0131 tavan\u0131n\u0131 and\u0131r\u0131yor olmas\u0131na bir anlam verememi\u015fti. Her\u015feye ra\u011fmen yine de r\u00fcyas\u0131n\u0131 iyiye yormu\u015ftu. Fakat bu yorum \u015fimdi onu teselli etmeye yetmiyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc varaca\u011f\u0131 yer, ne kadar g\u00fczel olursa olsun, orada bu aleme veda edecekti. Bildi\u011fi her \u015feyle belki de bir daha kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmamak \u00fczere ili\u015fkisini kesecekti. Oysa hayat muazzam ve karma\u015f\u0131k ili\u015fkiler umman\u0131yd\u0131. Her \u015feyi geride b\u0131rak\u0131p ayr\u0131lmak… Pek de kolay say\u0131lmazd\u0131. Nitekim, geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 daha \u015fimdiden \u00f6zlemi\u015fti. Ama ona, Ayr\u0131l\u0131k saati geldi\u011finde ne kadar \u00e7ok sevgilin varsa o kadar \u0131st\u0131rap \u00e7ekersin… demi\u015fti ta ba\u015ftan… \u00d6l\u00fcm vadisine giden filler gibi m\u00fctevekkildi. Omuzlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 dah abir a\u011farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bo\u011faz\u0131nda pe\u015f pe\u015fe d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmler s\u0131ralan\u0131yor, g\u00f6zlerine gelen ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ine denkle\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan gen\u00e7 adama seslendi: -Delikanl\u0131 U\u00e7mak\u2019a nas\u0131l giderim? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ecel geldi mi ondan kurtulmak i\u00e7in verilecek hi\u00e7bir \u00e7aba fayda vermez. -Beydeba – Sa\u00e7\u0131 sakal\u0131 uzam\u0131\u015f adam otob\u00fcsten indi\u011finde \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131. Avare bir gezgin gibi, uzun uzun [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12292],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-695756","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-turk-edebiyati","7":"pa_tur-kitap","8":"pa_yayinevi-hayat-yayinlari","9":"pa_yazar-mehmet-ali-bulut","11":"first","12":"instock","13":"sale","14":"shipping-taxable","15":"purchasable","16":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/695756","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=695756"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=695756"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=695756"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=695756"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}