\u201cKendine bir hayat edinmen gerekiyordu. Edindin. Edindi\u011fin hayata tahamm\u00fcl g\u00f6sterebilece\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.\u201d Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kabullenmi\u015f ve var olman\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131 arayan iki mutsuz insan kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda birbirinin s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacak liman\u0131 m\u0131 olur, yoksa alabora m\u0131? Bu d\u00fcnyada bir iz b\u0131rakmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak, hayata kar\u015f\u0131 bir direni\u015f midir yoksa yenilgiyi kabulleni\u015f mi? \u0130nsan\u0131n kendini yaralamas\u0131 daha m\u0131 iyidir ba\u015fkas\u0131nda yaralar a\u00e7maktan? Babaannemin Usturas\u0131 t\u00fcm bu sorular\u0131n cevab\u0131n\u0131 arayan iki ki\u015finin hik\u00e2yesini anlat\u0131yor; Esra Pekin\u2019in kendine has diliyle, sinema ve m\u00fczikle yo\u011frulmu\u015f anlat\u0131s\u0131 s\u00fcrpriz sonuyla okuru derinden etkileyecek\u2026 \u201cTek bir i\u015fe yarad\u0131 bunca zaman, bunca merak; bir zamanlar umutla cevab\u0131n\u0131 arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n, bulunca anlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n, zaman\u0131n\u0131 yollar\u0131na adad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne varsa, hepsini \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131n. Hayat\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015fa harcad\u0131n. Ge\u00e7 de olsa anlad\u0131n. \u00c7ok bilinmeyenli bu denklemi \u00e7\u00f6zmek i\u00e7in fazla ahmaks\u0131n. Yani insans\u0131n. B\u0131rakt\u0131n. Sa\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hep yanl\u0131\u015f sonuca ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kavrad\u0131n. Kendine kalanla yetinmeyi, hayat\u0131 vaadettikleriyle s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilmeyi, kendince y\u00f6ntemler geli\u015ftirmeyi, fazlas\u0131n\u0131 istemeden \u00f6nce iki defa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi erdem sayanlardans\u0131n. Y\u00f6ntemlerin tuhaf kar\u015f\u0131lanabilir. Al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda say\u0131labilir. Yad\u0131rgan\u0131p, \u00f6telenebilir. Kimisini kan tutabilir. Keyifleri bilir. Can\u0131n\u0131 yakmak, nefes ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlatabilir. Anlatmak zor, pek zor olabilir.\u201d <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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