Beklemek, bir \u015feyin yoluna ve haline girmesini beklemek, beklerken olacak olan\u0131n olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in gereken her t\u00fcrl\u00fc ba\u015fka hale ge\u00e7i\u015flere, kal\u0131\u015flara tahamm\u00fcl etmek ne zor \u015feydi. Ba\u015f\u0131 da, ortay\u0131 da, sonu da bilip beklemek ne tahamm\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00fc\u00e7 \u015feydi. Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n da yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu muydu? Ba\u015f, orta, son belli, helak ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz, ancak \u00f6nemli olan o zaman\u0131 ge\u00e7irmek, o zamandan ge\u00e7mek. Ve geldi\u011finde gelmemi\u015f gibi, bilmemi\u015f gibi, ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f gibi gelmek, r\u00fcyay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcp uyanmak ve \u2018Neyse r\u00fcyaym\u0131\u015f,\u2019 demek ve ayn\u0131 yerden uyumaya devam etmek. Ya\u015famaya da, \u00f6lmeye de yaz\u0131k. Bu \u00f6l\u00fcm i\u00e7in ya\u015famaya, bu ya\u015famak i\u00e7in \u00f6lmeye yaz\u0131k. Mezarl\u0131klara, servilere, s\u00fcsenlere, nisan sonunda a\u00e7an kat\u0131rt\u0131rnaklar\u0131na, tela\u015fl\u0131 kar\u0131ncan\u0131n ad\u0131mlar\u0131na yaz\u0131k, mezar ta\u015f\u0131na konup da ba\u011f\u0131ran kargan\u0131n sesine yaz\u0131k, \u00f6l\u00fcme a\u011flayan \u015faire, ya\u015fam var zanneden filozofun nefesine yaz\u0131k, \u015fen taklalarla ilk senelerinde ko\u015fup z\u0131playan, a\u011fa\u00e7lara t\u0131rman\u0131rken seyredilip seyredilmedi\u011fini kontrol eden kedinin t\u0131rnaklar\u0131na yaz\u0131k, a\u011fdaki bal\u0131\u011fa, lokantada onu bekleyen anguta, \u00f6nce \u00f6n iki aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sonra arkadakileri ovu\u015fturup bu hareketinden b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u00e2r ve kisve uman karasine\u011fe yaz\u0131k, hortumunu sallayan koca file, sanatl\u0131 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131\u015f\u0131 ile dahi bo\u015flu\u011fu dolduramayan yunusa yaz\u0131k, grafon k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131ndan gelincik ve petunyalara, en p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131na, kum olmu\u015f zavall\u0131ya, sa\u011fdan sa\u011fdan y\u00fcr\u00fcyen e\u015fe\u011fin inad\u0131na, yol kenarlar\u0131ndaki \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f dikenlere, kozala\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7indeki f\u0131st\u0131\u011fa, duvara yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f yosuna yaz\u0131k, bu topu biny\u0131llard\u0131r \u00e7evirip duran sema-i mu\u011fl\u00e2ka, titreyen kanatlara, a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6\u011fe ve onun katmanlar\u0131na, havan\u0131n, suyun oldu\u011fu, olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlere yaz\u0131k. \ufffc<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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