A\u011f\u0131r ama g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ad\u0131mlarla k\u00f6pr\u00fcye do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm; y\u00fcr\u00fcrken, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yumru\u011fumu \u00f6b\u00fcr elimin avucu i\u00e7ine vura vura: Ben yaln\u0131z de\u011filim! Ben yaln\u0131z de\u011filim! diye tekrarl\u0131yordum solu\u011fum alt\u0131nda. Ben yaln\u0131z de\u011filim! Bunu yaln\u0131zca kendime de\u011fil, \u00fcst\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fim yollara, \u00e7amlara, \u00e7imlere, kayalara s\u00f6ylemek, u\u00e7urumlar\u0131n ucunda durarak avaz avaz g\u00f6klere hayk\u0131rmak istiyordum… Ben yaln\u0131z de\u011filim! Eti etimden, kan\u0131 kan\u0131mdan biri olacak yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda. Haks\u0131z su\u00e7lamalara u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlarda su\u00e7suzlu\u011fumu savunacak biri olacak yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda. Yeniden gurbet yollar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm takdirde, benimle birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fcyecek; \u00f6fkemi ve h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc anlayacak biri olacak yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda. Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm, y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Bay\u0131r\u0131 t\u0131rmand\u0131m. Bay\u0131r\u0131 indim. Ormanda me\u015fe a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 aras\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Irma\u011f\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6kerek so\u011fuk suyla y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yuvdum; ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rarak esintiyle, g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc kurulad\u0131m; ve barakaya yeni bir insan olarak d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Magdalena yenile\u015fti\u011fimin fark\u0131ndayd\u0131: v\u00fccudunun kar\u015f\u0131t\u0131 bir mutlulukla bakt\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme. “Mutlu musun?\u201d diye sordu. “Mutluyum\u201d, dedim. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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