Dilenciden sultana, k\u00f6leden efendiye H\u00e2n\u0131m hey!.. Sen ki muhabbet g\u00fclistan\u0131ma revnak ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan\u0131m, efendimsin. Sen ki arzum, emelim, hicran\u0131m ve elemimsin, Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 yard\u0131m dilenmeye takatim yok senden, kap\u0131nda kendini kaybedenlere g\u0131ptayla ge\u00e7en \u00f6mr\u00fcmde bir takate de ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131 kalmad\u0131 art\u0131k. Sevgili e\u015fi\u011finde \u00f6lene de\u011fil sa\u011f kalana \u015fa\u015fmak gerekir, der bir bilge ama ben senden uzakta, a\u015fk\u0131nla hasta ama a\u015fk sayesinde s\u0131hhatteyim. Araya bunca y\u0131l\u0131n hasreti girmi\u015fken bir g\u00fcn seni g\u00f6rmeye dayanabilir miyim bilmem, ama her sabah seni g\u00f6r\u00fcyor ve y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczellik ile insan i\u00e7ine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor diye g\u00fcne\u015fe, e\u015fi\u011fini d\u00f6ne dola\u015fa senden nur \u00e7al\u0131yor diye her aksar mehtaba bak\u0131yorum, bilesin. Bug\u00fcn nas\u0131ls\u0131n ey k\u00e2inat\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131? diyorum ona, hasbihal ediyorum; Ne haldedir sevgilim, ho\u015f mudur, safaca m\u0131d\u0131r \u0130stanbullar sultan\u0131 bug\u00fcn? diye tekrar soruyorum. Hi\u00e7 benim bulundu\u011fum yerden daha kederli bir \u00e2leme do\u011fdun mu sen; hi\u00e7 a\u015fkta alt\u00fcst olmu\u015f bencileyin bir firkatzede \u00fczerine parlad\u0131n m\u0131? diye sitem ediyorum bazen… Velhas\u0131l g\u00fcnlerce ve gecelerce g\u00fcne\u015flere ve aylara durmadan ve dinlemeden seni soruyorum, h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir haberini alamay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fik\u00e2yetle s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, anlat\u0131yorum. Senin beni unutma ihtimalini hat\u0131rlay\u0131p \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131yorum baz\u0131 g\u00fcnler ve baz\u0131 geceler y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc eskisi gibi hayal edemeyece\u011fimden korkup kahroluyorum. Sonra t\u00f6vbeler ediyorum. Seni unutma ihtimalini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in. \ufffc<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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